That’s when I miss you the most…
When I’m with so many people and they are talking about a topic and all I can think is, you don’t know nothing bout life and I know that you would be the only person that would understand my point of view!
You wouldn’t laugh about the way I see the world, you would understand me and you would encourage me, no matter what.
When I’m feeling like I’m losing myself, like I’m sinking in all those people, you would be there, or even just send me a text and I would feel special again, just because I know you love me.
I love you. And as the days go by it is definitely not getting easier. I miss you.
I wish you’d be here. I want to share everything with you. It’s just like a huge part of me is suddenly missing. The first time I found someone, he has to go and maybe that was the last time I felt this secure and good about myself. Just because of you.
You cared about me. You made me feel so special. I could be anywhere in the world as long as you are with me.
The future without you is scaring me so so much. I’m not looking forward to it. I want you to be here. I have all those memories with you. And I don’t know if it would be better if it never happened so I wouldn’t be sad or if I never experienced something great like that but am alone now.
It sucks. I love you.
